Wednesday, February 24, 2021
My kind of lemonade
Friday, February 19, 2021
Friday, February 19, 2021
Every once in a while the terrain flattens out for just a bit, and I get a moment to catch my breath and enjoy the view. Today that view is a disasterously messy kitchen (Wylie and I made a quadruple batch of banana chocolate chip muffins). Over in the family room my little guy is dancing away in front of the TV to the tune of "Just Dance." He seems happy and I think I have time to clean up our mess, so this afternoon seems doable. I even briefly exercised and showered this morning, after all three girls went to school. Ramona usually doesn't go to school in-person on Fridays but Monday was a holiday so today was kind of a make-up day for her attendance group. Most remote learning Fridays have been almost unbearable for both me and Ramona because of the 6th grade workload, general cabin fever, and relentless anxiety. Today is a welcome relief from that.
This week had some challenges. Paula caught a little cold from her Valentine festivities at school, and symptoms started popping up on Saturday. There was no school Monday, and I kept her home Tuesday and Wednesday because students have to be symptom-free for 48 hours before returning to school. This is for any ailment, regardless of fever, which she never had. I understand the need for caution during a pandemic, but it is exhausting to constantly feel alarmed about every sniffle and cough I hear out of my child. Paula shared her cold with Wylie, so he missed a bit of preschool.
Mika had a crisis over which Colorado historical figure to research for her wax museum project. (She was deeply offended that her first choice, Owl Woman, does not have enough of her personal accomplishments documented. She pointed out that she only seems to be famous because both her father and husband were prominent men.) After throwing several objects around the house to display her frustration, she finally calmed down and committed to research Polly Pry, a nineteenth century reporter that Mrs. Drage recommended for her. I had already spent some time looking for Owl Woman resources she could use, but switched to requesting books about the reporter, and was able to pick up one volume from the library.
Ramona had a huge work load on her two remote days this week, and she struggles to focus during the day so all of this results in some late nights. Last night I was up with her past 11pm working on math, and we didn't even finish everything. I didn't make it to bed until 12:30.
But today. Today I caught a break. And it's time to clean the kitchen.
Wednesday, January 27, 2021
Preschool Field Trip 2019: Fire Station
Wylie's preschool field trip to the fire station was canceled this month, due to COVID-19. But he actually had the chance to go with Paula's preschool class back in May of 2019. Here are some photos that might jog his memory:
Kids plugging their ears at the sound of the fire alarm:
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
So long, Solitude
And here is Wylie, getting ready to ride his bike to preschool. No word yet on whether or not his school will have to shut down, but if Colorado gets a stay-at-home order in the coming weeks, he may have to say goodbye to Ms. Stacie for a while.
No one is thrilled about doing school from a computer, but we are planning to reward our efforts with Chick-Fil-A meals and Disney Plus. And we will probably continue to watch Marvel movies every week--that has been essential for our morale the past few months.
I have a few more minutes until I get to greet my little preschooler and bring him home for lunch. Let's see if I can finish our 2020 Christmas card . . .
Wednesday, November 11, 2020
Another Wednesday Morning
It's Wednesday morning again. Hello. The kids were allowed to go to school this week (miraculously), and I got another stretch of quiet time with the house all to myself.
It appears as though Joe Biden will be our president next January. But things still feel pretty unstable--Trump won't concede, and he has taken to lawsuits to try to win back what he believes is rightfully his. A lot of people are on his side. The nation feels as divided as ever.
A vaccine is on the horizon but people are still getting sick. No stay-at-home order, yet, but I started teaching lessons with a face mask this week. It's better than trying to teach over a computer.
Time to go get my little boy from preschool. Can't wait to see his grin. :)
Wednesday, November 4, 2020
US Election 2020
It's Wednesday morning. The kids are all at school again (for the third time ever) and I am here on the blog again. I'm not sure how much longer this in-person instruction will go on--COVID numbers are steadily rising again in our county, state, and country--but I will take these quiet moments while I can get them.
Speaking of country, yesterday was election day. But we still don't know who are new president will be in 2021. As I am writing this, Joe Biden has 238 electoral votes and Donald Trump has 213. They are still counting ballots in Georgia, Michigan, Nevada, North Carolina, Pennsylvania, and Wisconsin and pretty much all six states are neck-and-neck in percentages. Whoever wins, a lot of people will be upset about the results. I saw a news report that the City of Denver was asking store owners to board up their front windows with plywood in anticipation of rioting and looting. Our nation requires so much healing--this week, and moving forward.
Perhaps now is a good time for me to take a peek back at some photos from good ol' April 2019 . . .
Wednesday, October 21, 2020
Glimpse of Normal
It's eerily quiet in this house. Forest is at work, and all four of the kids are at school--a seemingly normal scenario that has never happened until this morning. Ramona, Mika, and Paula are on a hybrid learning schedule that allows them to go to their school buildings twice a week on Mondays and Wednesdays. Wylie is at preschool until lunch. I haven't had this much time and space to myself in a long time. I used some of it to exercise, clean my face, read, and make a phone call. Now I'm here. Hello, blog.
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| Mika, Wylie, and Paula off to school |
Wednesday, October 7, 2020
October 2020
It's been over two months since I posted anything on here. I am still woefully behind on my backlog of photos I've wanted to include from last year. There are so many happy moments I want to preserve and remember through images and include some journaling to go with it. But it is hard to sit down and reminisce about more peaceful times when the current world is in so much turmoil. We are months into a pandemic that has turned everyone's lives upside down--there are weekly battles with anxiety and depression. The civil and political unrest is horrifying, and more than once I have had nightmares where the president of our nation is a despicable villain from whom I had to protect my family. To top it off, our side of the country has been on fire for weeks, causing it to rain ash, painting the sun an eerie red, and leaving an inescapable scent of smoke in the air.
But there are some silver linings.
I have recommitted myself to my family. Being pushed to my limits as a wife and mother has forced me to reevaluate my priorities and determine how I can move forward to best preserve and improve these relationships. Despite the brutality of 2020 and all of us seeing each other at our worst, we are still together. We have found ways to better support each other in moments of weakness, and, perhaps out of necessity, have learned to trust each other more. It is still hard--sometimes the kids just desperately crave space from each other, which isn't always easy to provide. Schools are only partially open (as of this week), activities are still limited, and restrictions abound. We are home a lot and get on each other's nerves a lot. But I like to believe that most of the time, love still wins in this house. Even when it's a sore battle, and she wears the scars to prove it, she still comes out on top more often than not. And maybe, because she's had to work so hard, she is stronger than she was before.
I miss playing in orchestra. I miss that big sound that surrounds me and fills our performance space. I miss weaving different fabrics of symphonic sounds together with my musician friends. But I have learned to appreciate other instrumentations, too. String trios with my students. A quartet for a wedding. A double trio that performed at church a couple of weeks ago (Ramona played her violin and was by far the youngest in the group, but kept up just fine). Of course, unaccompanied Bach for cello.
Friday, March 20, 2020
Paula's 5th Birthday
Then we went for a short stroll around Old Town.
One of the things that amazes me about you is your love of learning and your hard-working attitude. Sometimes when you encounter a challenge--when something puts your mind or your skills to the test--rather than moan or groan, I actually hear you audibly giggle, like you are enjoying yourself.
Perhaps because of this disposition, you are one of the smartest kids I have ever met at your age. After your first week of preschool, your teacher was blown away by both your reading skills and your number sense. I guess it's not every day you meet a four-year-old who buries her nose in a chapter book. The best part of your teacher's report, though, was the part about what a kind friend you are to classmates. You are fun and compassionate, and people like to be around you.
I love you so much. Thank you for being you.
Love,
Mama








































































